I’ve wasted years believing in
Trusting and holding on to
Something so abstract been left

In the middle filling blanks
Answering riddles downed glasses
Of faith and a few drops of
Hope with pills to kill the
State as attempts to twist fate
Sung praises to failed
You’ve tied me well to the ropes

Oh you.. fill me up for
The desperate you abstain to feel
For the mourning chasing this
Mesmerizing but slowly drifting
And fading silhoutte chasing
This blinding, binding but slowly
Drifting and fading silhoutte
Run.

You stayed only to elude evade
Come back for a while then again
Run away tireless from the “i
Shall seek and you shall hide”
But after the pushing away you’d
Pull me back inside am i a fool
For not being dismayed? running
In circles day after day
Catherals shed light for the
Next mile you were just too numb
To find the time

Oh you.. fill me up for
The desperate you abstain to feel
For the mourning chasing this
Mesmerizing but slowly drifting
And fading silhoutte chasing
This blinding, binding but slowly
Drifting and fading silhoutte
Look beneath look.

Feeling has
Been your abstinence been
Hanging long enough yearning
For your touch for just one
Moment an answer even in a
Whisper or a bit of presence even
In silence yet you fill me up with
Absence..

Oh you.. fill me up for
The desperate you abstain to feel
For the mourning chasing this
Mesmerizing but slowly drifting
And fading silhoutte chasing
This blinding, binding but slowly
Drifting and fading silhoutte
Run.